When he asked me what do I want, I thought to myself: you simly don't have them....

I want someone who will love me in the worst mood...won't laugh when I do stupid things..who will kiss my forehead while I'm asleep...who won't apologize for the bad things that happen unless it's their fault...who will rock out to the corniest music with me or at least not make fun when I do it by myself...who will respect me...and have enough respect for themselves...who will walk me to my door and kiss me like they mean it...who will stare up at the stars with me just because...who likes to makeout in the rain...who will be honest and call me out when I make them mad, but doesn't freak out when I do the same...who likes to just drive for the hell of it, and will take walks to nowhere, but be happy because we are together...who will stand outside with me in the freezing cold while I smoke a cigarette even if they don't smoke but just because...who will accept my bad habits and respect me enough to keep to themselves how much they hate them...who will play with my hair when I'm sleepy... who won't make fun of me for having so many pens and pencils...who can pound a few shots of whiskeys with a smile on their face...who will be honest enough to tell me I look like shit when I do... who are willing to play music for me for the rest of my life, and i will love you instantly...who will ski with me...

it's just not you.

who won't complain when i drive with all the windows down...who knows how to make the best of a bad situation or knows how to calm me down when neither of us can... who knows that a good date doesn't have to be at an expensive restaurant or somewhere beautiful, just somewhere we can have fun and be with each other...who doesn't care that i get lazy sometimes...who will challenge me and gives in when i lost without me knowing though i know and it's sweet.... who will cook for me when i don't feel like cooking... who when I'm sick comes and takes care of me... someone to hold my hand and tell me it's ok...who knows more than me...who value the smallest things with me...with a bigger heart than me... who with a a passion for life.

Now it's getting tough...and it's just not you.