And now a quiet revelation.

So out driving this evening, I found myself stopping where I love to be the place where I mostly peace and solitude, as usual i took a stop and got out for a while. There was enough real reasons for me to and I just had this strange urge for a quiet revelation. Sitting there, the brisk evening air so familar yet it was like the first time I had ever actually felt it, the rolling trees below like a flowing blanket of darkness by the second dark and cool, sleeping beneath the encompassing glitters of the stars above..., I stare and I wondered.... My mind is a terribily wonderful place. So as synapses fired, and chemicals fused I said....

Love... We only have one chance at this don't we and some don't. There is no retrys in life, if we screw this up its over.... nothing left. We are gonna make bad choices no doubt at that, we are gonna make good choices thats a given as well. Some will be life changing and some will be almost meaningless like what brand of cereal should I eat in the morning. I just realized that we've only got one real chance at this, after that we are gone, dust in the wind, our essence to be one with the mother earth yet again and then with the stars and the moon.

I need to leave this place soon. I think I'll leave when a chance comes, maybe its better to run.