A farewell dance, a midnight sun, starry skies lighting every step with my eyes closed.

How do you let go? I can't seem to quite understand the concept...keeping a memory alive means so much to me. Something about it is completely amazing to me. I couldn't think of anything that could mean more to something or something than to think of them always.

To know someone thinks about you and cares about you is a powerful thing, a very powerful thing. I think if you tell someone you were thinking about them, it is very special. I mean, we prioritize our days, even what we think about sometimes. But then sometimes, in those moments when our mind wanders away for just a few minutes, we think about what really matters to us, something we may or may not have, someone we once knew, or someone we know now, or maybe a certain food, or maybe a place....perhaps a certian song.

But back on subject - How do you let go of someone, something? Creating a memory is an amazing experience...knowing that you'll have that memory forever is without a doubt the best possible thing ever. So what if you want to just forget it? I mean sure, you could just kind of have parts of your brain removed...kind of extreme? Just a bit. What could you do?

In a way, I want to let go of how I feel...but I know it'd be some kind of lie. The thing is, I know it is just completely stupid to continue this, which is the other hand, to just forget about it. In a strange way, I probably let it all go quite a while ago, I just think that I...Maybe I want to believe that I have something to believe in, or have some kind of passion for.

Well...unexpected amazing things will happen, and unexpected unamazing things will also happen...I'm hoping that the unexpected amazing things turn out to last a lifetime....From the bottom of my heart, I'm excited in a place far from where I am...and that amazes me. Part of the journey is the leap and the faith that where you'll land, you'll end up being utterly amazed. I've never wanted more to just jump.....