What's that?

Oh!! That's your ordinary half drunken full happy self yelling in your head "WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN THINKING????"
What's that? Again you say... oh that?

That's simply and perhaps sinfully the one and the very same you that's always only ever been. The one holding on so long and so steadfast tight patient pensive waiting, waiting, waiting, waiting... for your stubborn consciousness to take full hold of the one simple realization that you are all that is for the self, and that no thing and no one can make a single damn thing happen on the face of this earth unless you really want it to. Save the meaningful motion and purposeful action save yourself and the physical body of being in which you lie. Sleep now. Rest easy for now you know and understand that without motion and intention and action, you, are.....nothing.