Perhaps a verse to help state my curse.

"Language just happened it was never planned and it's inadequate to describe where I am in a room in a house where the lights never bend waiting for this day to end. And the clocks keep on winding and completely ignore everything that we hate or adore when the page of a calander turns it's no more. So tell me then what was it for?"

This adequately sums up some of the many things I think about human existence. Ordinarily i'm not one to so blatantly quote at length another writer's work, but this is just one of those verses that really makes me think about things every time it pops into my head...or maybe it's the other way around. But even still, i believe that advanced verbal communication is the only significant difference between human beings and most other life on earth, and that from that is derived this vast spectrum of emotions that we are able to experience and chalk up to the posession of this thing we call a soul...something else i'm not sure I believe in.