What I feel like today.

Doesn't everyone sees each other differently? So when people look at me they never know how to take me. I know at times I can seem like the most happiest person alive and have a clear head to life but to understand the real story is something that most people can't except. Weren't we taught to except that life isnt always the greatest because whatever has and up has a bigger down fall. I have moments where life seems like its unbearable but I seem to make it out in the end but how do you know when your breaking point is about to stab.....You dont. You just hold on for the ride and when you fall, you get back up and start over again. Or is that why we tend to fool ourselves with do we really get back up? Can it be possible to be fallen and be shattered beyond repair? Or is it possible that you fall to separate yourself from who was what you once were? Just the empty shell getting back up to present a front to fool those who are weak.......possibly of you.