Shadow boxing.

Sometimes I try to think why we always end up alone, or how frustrating it is that we never have reasons as to why things happen (reasons know nothing). I think the awful truth about life, is that its not so awful. That its not good, or bad, or cruel, or kind. It is not fickle and it is not fated, it just is life. 

I think what makes it so hard is that we go through life knowing absolutely nothing, all the while trying to figure out everything. We want to know what it feels like to hurt, to smile, to bleed, to cry, to laugh. We want to know how things touch and taste, we want to know their smells, their secrets. We want to know it all. And I think what scares so much is that they feel they dont know enough. I think thats the only real difference between being happy and unhappy. Whether or not you're content with what youve learned, what you've been given, and what you've experienced, and what you've lost. 

I hope you were happy.