It's been too long...

Every day since my last blog. Every time I walk against the wind. Every time he challenges me. Every time he makes me smile. Every time I wonder what might be. Every time I wonder what I might loose. Every time I wonder what it would be like to be alone again. Every time I'm alone with my thoughts; I think of a title.

I think of a title. I think of a first paragraph. I make excuses for not blogging. I make excuses to myself for not even being honest in that first paragraph which I conjure up on the escalator.

I'm torn between my own insecurities and...my own insecurities. Half  of me wants to continue the way it has always been, while the other half can't let it go? We've had pretty much nothing but good times. As my cursor blinks on the screen..... I know what I want to write, I know what I want to say.... yet it's best not. Not yet.