Slipping beneath the dark waves.... 


Life becomes so much easier to bear when one gives up their struggle to keep their head above the surface and travels with the dark rushing tides. The womb of this water as cold as it is I find strangely comforting sometimes. Gone forever the wasted years and memories of the past. It's easy, to find out just how ugly you are on the inside.

Tragedies seem so far away totally devoid of emotion the world is so much easier to bear. And in all the darkness one can find faint glimmers of light at the depths of sanity and who needs color in a world so grey? No use for feeling of emotions especially that feeling known as love and maybe it is a trick of nature to get humans to mate. It seems ridiculous to have ever been so infactuated with such a thing. But there is always the surfacing when a wave comes that makes one such as I who have based my life on such ideals as love and destiny rethink the budding philosophies. Even within the depths you stand naked before the world so readable yet they all fake their sympathy for you.

Why must people do that? They say they are worried about you and try to be your personal savior as if your life can easily become one that even you yourself do not recognize.

I just wish I knew the reasons and cause, because I sure know the effect....