Concepts of life behind the shields


Concepts of life behind the shields... open the doors to reveal the truth, the truth you dont know... still i sit and ponder the events of the past weeks not knowing where these thoughts will go...

I want a touch of warmth of rays of oranges and reds blown onto this skin.... Not the touch of an unsure night, But of the nights that were sweetly greeted by the mornings light and arms about my waist... Do you dare to drink of these lips that are willing to quench your thirst and leave you with a sweetend taste....

Im content just to watch, just to wait and let the golden garden bring forth that which the lonely nights had left barren for so long... Can these hands that shower love bring forth a sprig of trust and admiration... We will see... Can these arms that hold so tightly bringing true feelings to the surface shelter you in there embrace... We will see.      

I am just fine being the cool one... im just fine being lukewarm for a bit... no hot for yous, and no cold sholders..just warm smiles and happy faces... dont let rivers flow for me... just take me in make me one with you... accept me like i know you will... Birds come to greet me in the morning in the castle rooms i lay basking in the joy of the situation...i would imagine.

Pieces of me i see in you all and i relate more with you then any others ive ever known.... im glad i found you... hope the feeling is never ending... love of my heart is never just given in short amounts, i glow with affection... take in however much a dose you want.

But it's not there anymore.